Hello~ Hello~ Lights Go On Again

Hello my dear followers,

i will be closing this account because i just found out that i can have more than one tumblr blogs in one account. Therefore, im moving my personal tumblr blog to the other account cuz i use that more often that this one. so if you still want to follow me… click THISSSSSS and followwww. YEET! you better follow me!

so who missed me???

hiiii everyone! lol its been like 3 weeks since i last posted here. im sorry ive been on my other tumblr going crazy with my korean stuff…

but anyways hes a quick update of my life…

i think i might b lactose intolerant… lol… to certain dairy products. every time i drink this milk thing from the philippines… i have to use the tabo A LOT!!! within like 15 mins and it doesnt stop til the next day. i know ewww. but yeah thats not goood.

i’m goin snowboarding for the first time next saturday!! im excited.. im going to mt. peter.. yeah yeah jason told me its a small mountain.. mount. but whatever, its good for beginners.. AND im going for FREE!!!

i’m so happpy i saw gabby twice already this month! lol the whole fall semester we didnt see each other even though we live like 5 mins away from each other. but we’re guna change that now. every month we have a thursday-night-date =D yayy i missed you sunshine =D

hmmm… ive been playing the guitar a lot too.. at least once a day. i learned collide in a day =D the chords were easy tho so i only feel half accomplished. guna start “dancing” again lol guna finish shinee’s RDD, then b2st’s beautiful & shock, then 2NE1’s please don’t go. excited for 2ne1 since ive only been dancing to male groups. 

BABY A is soooo adorable!!! its so hard taking care of her tho since shes starting to move a lot. i’m going to see her tmrw. have to babysit. yay!!! shes soooo cute i’ll post a picture one of these days.

WEB.. i’m the special events chair now. so far i have these events to plan for this semester: hypnotist, sports tournament and the carnival… im kind of scared for the carnival since a lot of people go to that and hopefully it will b a success. and the sports tournament is something new… i wanted to start this tradition. hope everything goes well. i actually ran for president but dom got it. i’m happy now that i didn’t get it. i have my school stuff to do first. i have Micro, A&P 2, and pharmacology this semester. waaaaa im going to die. i have lab for each of those classes too except for pharma TT.TT and on top of all this. i have my nursing test next month!!!! OMGGG i have to start studying! ASAP! NOW! pray for me!!! must get into the program.

but heres something you stony peeps might like….. IF.. IF i don’t get into the nursing program here… i’m thinking of goin back to stony and finish my health sci. sooo… YOOOO don’t be praying for me not to get in now just cuz u want me back there. lolol

okiii this is good enough to cover for that three weeks… omg btw i just read this really scary post and im scared that im guna dream abt it… huhuhu hopefully my dream will b as good as last nyt.. hehehe nichkhun *drool*

ok doneee

NNLYSDGBUCYT muahhh!

lol so i felt bad that you guys are/will get annoyed with all my korean obsession stuff… so i decided to make another tumblr dedicated to it. lol. so its ryt there and if u really love me despite all the KKKKKraziness in me then feel free to follow it. LOL

btw i just cleaned my closet and it took me 5 freakin hrs to do it! waaaa its clean now and feel embarrased opening it wen peole are over lol… im talkin to u berks! hehehe

okie thats it for tonyt… i wana shower and watch my dramas =D

nnlysdgbucyt! » if u remember every single word in there then i LOVE YOU!

kpopgifstory:

When a teacher asks a Q about a subject at school:

say what?

When it’s a KPOP related Q:

IS THAT EVEN A Q? HAHAHA SO EASY!

AH YEAH.

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jaerotic:

soshislove:

taelips:

at first im all like lets do this!

then i look at the page like

i sit there thinking about the problem like

i’m trying to stay focused like

went back to my homework like

got pissed that i didn’t get any of this

stopped working and went back to tumblr like

haha i just had to reblog this again, cuz this is exactly how i do my homework xddd

my life

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Woah it’s already 2011. i can’t believe another year just passed by.

2010 was one roller coaster ride. It had its ups and downs. My best friend went to China for a whole semester… i missed her so much but then it had its benefits. now we know that no time and distance can break our friendship… it did change it tho.. made it better… and stronger. and you know the saying, one goes, another comes? well, i didn’t gain just one close friend but three! My blood sisters. i love you girls so much and i’m so happy that we had that semester. One day….. can we please have a lunchdate at union? just us four.. no boys! you have no idea how much i miss you bsis <3. Hmmm, there was also that time where i thought i would lose another friend.. a best friend. i guess i was jealous and scared that i would lose you =[ but thinking about it now, i feel kinda stupid for dragging the no talking period for that long.. but i was sooooo happy wen we talked it through. 2010-2011 was supposed to be our year. We were both scared and excited to lead. But since we had each other, we knew, or at least hoped that we can do it. But then,.. I left… i felt as if i broke an unsaid promised. But seeing everything last semester, I never felt so proud of you. You did it! You still have another semester to go but I know you got this!

Yeah I left.. i left my second family behind. But just like I said… second family.. a family… they’ll always be there for you. I PUSO you all!

And now, i think i’m in the process of making a new family. lol. Being in a new place, new school, i rekindled old friendship and met new people. I was never this close to nibble and turtle but i have to thank the semester that just passed. We had a LOT of laughs and I’ll always cherish each one. Turtle.. we… lol what happened? I think you know what I’m talking about. But I hope that we talk about this soon!! I miss you so much! I need my turtle back! I know you’re busy, but com’on, just a text.. i’ll be happy. I know we’ll fix this. (lol im not even sure if you know i feel this way, you turtle) Nibble.. lol i know you hate that nickname.. but i just have to use it. lol. I see you every single day! and there was never a day that i got tired of seeing you… eww corny. lol but dude without you, i wouldn’t have anyone to go korean crazy with. Thank you for accepting my crazy-obsessed-threetimer-lip-tongue-crazy-again personality 감사합니다 친한 친구! And just recently, i met a lot of new filipinos. Hopefully, we’ll have our moments too. and WEB, you made me face that one dream that I always have. to plan. to lead. to create something new wherein the sky is the limit. One day. I’ll make it happen. One day. After I accomplish that one filial responsibility I have. One day. It will happen.

It was hard leaving the brook. and I always wonder if I made the right choice. There will always be one second every day (ok, maybe every other day) that I would say that it was a mistake. But thinking about my future… my family now… and the family that I hope I will have in the future… I know I took the right road this time. Yes, there will always be pit stops that will slow me down. But at least, I know I’m not lost anymore.

2011, BRING IT!

i miss you!

i miss sitting front seat in your blue rav4 car… which i think is better than your new car!

i miss dressing you up as a girl and painting your nails orange and purple and yellow and putting clips on your hair!

i miss your random visit to my philippine-like-freshman room with the filipino breeze coming from my fan!

i miss you throwing rainbow on the floor!

i miss your fights with Noureen!

i miss smelling your deadly fart between eisenhower n schick bldg!

i miss that time we walked to the train station to pick kirklyn up and we ended up dancing pdc chorea in the platform!

i miss sitting outside baruch bldg at 2am talking to you on the phone, complaining abt stuff.. while lookin at your room… then finding out you’re at home.

I miss our Truth!

waaaaaaa happpy birthday!!!! i hope that one day we can have all this again! that could b my birthday present to you lol… in the future!

Have a wonderful day my bello! spend it with a smile on your face!

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The cashier said, “I’m sorry, but you don’t have enough money to buy this doll.” Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ”Granny, are you sure I don’t have enough money?” The old lady replied: ”You know that you don’t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.” Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. “It’s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.” I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her afterall, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. “No, Santa Claus can’t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.” His eyes were so sad while saying this. “My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.” My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: “I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.” Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me “I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won’t forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn’t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.” Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. “Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?” “OK,” he said, “I hope I do have enough.” I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said: “Thank you God for giving me enough money!” Then he looked at me and added, “I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!” “I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn’t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.” “My mommy loves white roses.” A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn’t get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn’t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him. Now you have 2 choices: 1) Repost this message. 2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart